I'm so darn mad!!! This is a whiney post read at your own risk!!!!!

I am so darn mad... My workers comp hearing started my day all out on a sour note. Doctor Worthless that had been seeing me says I don't have any disability and I'm fine. She wrote in my disability report to the court I was fine. So explain this to me.... Why is Dr Worthless still letting me fill Ultram (suppose to be for pain) prescriptions. Also explain this...why am I am instructed to use my TENS as needed. Explain to me what has caused me to have more and more trouble walking or moving, and why I am in pain all the time. I was so up set hearing what she said that I started crying. My attorney watched me walk in to the hearing .. and asked whats wrong your walking funny!! That's when I told him I hurt I'm in pain and it never goes away. Then after talking to me for a while and looking at me he said.. boy I hate seeing you hurt like this... Now mind you this is after he and I already got into a fuss this week about my care. He told me.... you need to go back to Dr Worthless so we can move the court to get you another doctor because you are in pain. Well ... to see Dr Worthless is like spitting into the wind.. it only gets back on my face, and I get no where, other than a nasty wet sticky face!! But if it helps me get another doctor I'm all for it.
Then add insult to injury... I took every ones packages to the post office to ship them off...I got so upset at the post office that I was in tears. I did a blunder of all blunders.. not knowing any different!!! You will never guess what I did. I taped down the stamps because some of them were coming off. Well guess what??? That was a huge NO NO!!! I stood there and stood there trying to peal off the tape. I ruined over 20 dollars worth of stamps on the packages and some of them might be shipped back or some of you might have to pay the postage again on your end. For that I am very very sorry.. I didn't do it on purpose... Believe me I would take it back if I could. So PLEASE PLEASE don't be mad at me if you have to pay for the postage again. I am very sorry it happened. The post office wouldn't even take the metered stamps either. I was spitting nails I was so darn mad. I told the lady that worked there at that post office .. this place was a jinx to me. Every time I go into that post office there is always a problem about something or the other. In fact I have spoken to three people on the phone since the post office ordeal and they didn't know you couldn't put tape on stamps either.... who would have thunk?????